a dream of death...

last night i had a terrible dream.

i dreamt that my son is dead. in my dreams, the 'how did he die' scene never happened. i just sorta knew he was dead.

then night came. i was in this house (not my house now), and was waiting for my boy to 'return'. then there he was, standing in front of me. i squat down and then he hugged me like forever. he didn't utter a single word. he was just hugging me like everyday. though in my dreams, the feeling was very strong.

in my dreams, i was thinking in my mind, "he is too young to know he died. how am i going to tell him? when will he ever know?".

it is like a scene in some movies, when the kid doesn't know he's dead kinda movie. i even dreamt of myself telling a few people who were my family, that i do not want to have anything that fends away spirits at the door, cos if i have it, then my son couldn't come in!

the only thing is that son of mine doesn't really look like my son. the one in my dream looks rather small in size, but he does have Bryan's hairstyle.

what an eerie dream!

i searched online for this dream intepretation. and i got these:

It might be something bothering you subconsciously regarding your son but according to where i come from, in a dream, death is the beginning of a new life ie your son will have a longer or extended life & crying in a dream is good because it means you are in a stressful situation & it's going to pass or it's going to be solved ! If it makes you feel any better, it's a good dream (when interpreted) so don't worry about it =)